and why is this bad for us?
Krishnamurti said: You are the world. What we see that we are. Because our mind can only compare between what is inside with that is outside. This is science proofed. If we reject people, then we reject something from our self. How can we love us if we can’t accept us? After my first 9 month meditation retreat in silence, I met a guy (Oskar) in the house where I lived. After a short time this guy told me that he was a slaughter, still killing animals in his free time and was a super agent for the military specialized on sabotage and killing… I was shocked, I liked to reject him, because his angry attitude, combined with his cruelty, just to beat out of fun people to the hospital, then his alcohol excess …. I had fear. He wanted to be a friend of mine! This sounded total weird to me, I asked how… And told him of my spiritual path, (I am a vegan and don’t consume any drugs, living in non violence) that I like to visit holly people and he said, great, can I join you as an atheist. I thought BS and said, only when you are sober. And so we did. Then Oskar asked, what I have against him, as a spiritual seeker you have to accept me as your friend. When I was coming home, I was desperate and crying. We had many things in common, our childhoods had been the hell, I had to defense me everywhere (at home I got beaten up everyday) and outside the Catholics like to beat me up as an atheist… until I became the strongest guy…Last time (6years ago) I was fighting in Brasilia, because 5 big guys with a revolver attacked me. Then Goddess Kali came to me and they were running for their life, otherwise I had killed them (that is my non violence, nobody knows what comes next). After Oskar’s birth, his mother left him on the street, then orphanage, then he had to leave the school with 13, because of his brutality. In the last 30 years he had changed a lot and became soft.
What is your opinion?