Episode 18 how I got a child?!

This is one of my most dramatic stories…. Today I laugh about it…

After my great love was over and I attended the Tantra II, I met a girl in a Qigong workshop given by Ma Malika (this is an awesome woman).

We (Heike and me) were fitting good together and she lived in Hamburg Altona and me in Bremen (120Km distance).

We could meet us only at the weekend, I was working in a famous High-Tech firm close to the Airport, as an engineer.

It was November, we met us in a spooky place in a previous moor between Bremen and Hamburg. We slept together and two months later Heike phoned me to come to Hamburg… At the end of the day she confessed that she was pregnant…

My doctors told me previously that I was not able to procreate… So, what, I was over happy to get a child…
But we had to go to the doctor, because the blood of the Heike is Rhesus Factor Negative and she got one abortion before… My blood was not fitting, so the birth should be very dangerous for the mother and baby.

One month later when I was working in this High-Tech lab, Heike phoned me, please come, it is over, I am in the hospital.

I was shocked, I hardly could speak, told my colleagues, I have to go immediately, could swallow down my tears… I had to go through the security checks, they last about a half hour as usual… It was a pain in the…

I rode my bicycle like crazy to the train station, got the next high-speed train… I had time to think, still I was hopping, were crying… it was awful… I went to the apartment of Heike that she was sharing with a couple… Her friend brought me to the hospital…

Heike was under intensive care… I opened the door, saw Heike in the bed surrounded with all of these medical instruments connected with hoses, wires to her body… I lost my consciousness, heard Heike’s scream… and dropped to the ground…

It was over, I did not want to come back… it was too much for me… I got some injections, tried again to hold back my emotions… Said sorry, tried to calm down and to function as a normal being… I slept in Heike’s room the night and had to work in the morning… I said nothing my colleagues… It was the worst tragedy that I experienced in my life.

In reality, it was the call of the Lord to start a new life… Yes, and it was good for me! We need always a shock to change rapidly our life.

I never procreated again a child, even I did not take any preventive when it was possible.

My Video: Episode 18 how I got a child?! https://youtu.be/gtlSxwjTAZo
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