Yes, I was a fallout in school. I hardly could learn my mother language and to learn writing as dyslexia was so humiliating … I am a shame of my family …
And my family was teasing me that I am over stupid who had to go to a low-grade school… It was so humiliating.
When I finally could finish secondary school, I had to apply for an apprenticeship …
Guess what happens I failed again and again… Even they said you are too stupid for techniques, that is not true…
I got my apprenticeship (telecommunication) and got in big trouble with my master… It became a nightmare, he hated me…
I got sever diseases, knee problems (I could not stand long) and epilepsy, so working would not be possible in the future…
I failed in the first examination after 1 year…
And then I became the best in the final examination…
I had to go again to school to make my high school graduation…
Guess what happens … I failed in 4 subjects from 10 subjects…
My family was true again that I am too stupid…?
I had to make a verification in at least 3 subjects… German, English, Representing Geometry, Physics.
I never could grasp the idea of Representing Geometry, No chance…
The friend of my sister visited us, and I told him my problem …
He said no problem, I will explain it to you and within 2 hours I could understand it…
So what, most of the teachers in Germany are B. S.
Then I learned the other subjects…
I was coming to the verification, and there was sitting my old German teacher (83 years old) my great English teacher who was from London, the School Principal, and this lousy Physic teacher…
I was humiliated, afraid to fail again… But I had to go through it…
I chose the Representing Geometry… And my English teacher (actually he was a mathematics teacher) beamed and tried to help me, and I passed.
And then English, my English teacher tried everything to get me through the examination, and my German teacher discouraged me by every mistake I have done… I passed.
Then German,…(my father and my mother have written over 20 books, I am a disgrace of my family). Through a miracle, I passed…
And Physics I failed, who cares one subject to fail is allowed…
At the University, I have done the physic examination as one of the best from 300 students!
Pink Floyd, The wall
We don’t need no education
We don’t need no thought control
No dark sarcasm in the classroom
Teachers leave them kids alone
Hey, teachers, leave them kids alone…
There was in New York, a school where 90% of the students failed in the graduation…
The School Principle put in one container the name tags of all students from the final class and in the other container the name tags of all teachers… They pulled (with the eyes closed) for one class the names of the students and the teachers who were teaching in this class…
The School Principle explained to the teachers in this particular class that they have chosen the best students and the best teachers to get the best examinations and the teacher should not tell that anybody because of jealousy…
Guess what happens… In this class, 90% of the students passed the examination, and in all the other classes passed only 10%…
My Video: Episode 2, How to study when you are too stupid? https://youtu.be/TJ2s6cNCPf8
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