A reason to live.

A reason to live.
There are great stars, – pop stars, actors, football player pros,…- very successful people…and people who didn’t had the great success and dreaming to find that success….
Both kind of people are unfulfilled… unhappy.
The stars living their dreams, many of them with cocaine; they are living intoxicated and then they wake up, take suicide because they have missed their life… the same is for the very successful people, one day is coming and then they realized that they have missed their life… I had participated groups with the best therapists in the world, much, much better then Antonie Robbins. And then for sure the very successful people had been participating … Outstanding, awesome people, … They were missing the love and happiness in their life, they had surrendered everything for their success; and you see such guys breaking together and crying like crazy, even some had been quite old, …
The other people who are longing for success, have children, a spouse and for them it is not possible to enjoy their family, because of no success, then they taking drugs, not so bad like the pop stars… (After my research nearly every pop star is taking cocaine on the stage…) and again they are missing the moment… the happiness, the fulfillment….instead seeing TV, making Facebook, drinking beer, whiskey… What is better? Think over, there is only one precious moment in your life?! And this moment is now… You see I was 3 times clinical dead, in the last 12 year confronted quite a lot the death, one year ago my whole body was paralyzed, nobody could help me…Then I was nonstop thinking on God and saying Thank you… 7 hours later I left the hospital on my own. There is only this moment, that is granted for us, … For what we need external stimuli to enjoy our life, or the worst to need a reason to enjoy our life…What for a BS. I don’t need a reason to live… because I enjoy this moment and not that reason…Have you seen babies? Have you seen their happiness, then ask them why they are happy? And if I would ask 1000 people, then they would tell me all, that the most happiest time had been their childhood… A child doesn’t have a reason to live, it just enjoy this very moment… So what? We all have a mission, okay that is our Dharma (Dharma are ethical, moral and religious duties/responsibilities) and this has nothing to do with our happiness. I don’t see TV or movies, or taking any drugs, because I don’t want to waste my precious time. Nobody can buy time. At the end of our life, only our happiness, fulfillment, love is counting nothing else…