Episode24 My dentist killed me.

It was November, the temperature about -5 Celsius and I was just only a short time in Germany, the other time I lived in India… My Wisdom tooth was hurting… I went to my well trusted dentist, he said we have to pull out your wisdom tooth, and it will be very hard to do so… I need for that at least 2 hours, come tomorrow…

He could not pull out the tooth directly, so he had to cut the tooth in 4 pieces and again and again I got more and more local anesthesia…

After 3 hours the tooth was out… Finally, I left my wisdom (tooth) at the doctor and went outside. The cold temperature hit my face. I climbed the stairs down. I had to pass a small market in an area of heroin addicted people.
I felt very dizzy and lost my consciousness, dropped down on the pedestrian. The people thought I was an addicted person with an overdose… So, they didn’t care… When I got back my consciousness some Junkies were jelling and kicking me. Come on, go up…
Otherwise, the police will come and arrest you…

I went up and with my last power I could climb up the stairs to the practice of my dentist…

I entered the front door after ringing of the bell…

The nurses yelled; Doctor come his face is already blue…
I knew what that means, because I had nursed an old woman and when she died her face went blue…

The doctor came, saw me, yelled to the nurse harshly: Shut up… Because he didn’t want that I was frightening to die…

They maneuvered me to lie on a bed… one nurse was holding my hand to check the pulse the other 3 nurses around me… The doctor gave me some injections and commanded me move your body, but I could not.
Can you hear me, I could, but I could not reply…?
The nurse was counting 40, 30, 20…

And I didn’t care, I wanted to give up my body…
I had no fear…
I wanted just to go beyond and never be again jailed in a stupid body…
The nurse said no pulse anymore…
Then they started with heart massage…

And I enjoyed it…
But then my bad consciousness kicked in…
You cannot do such thing…
The doctor will think that he had killed you…
Come back…

If we analyze this story, the anesthesia had weakened my will power… so that I had not enough power to recover…
And this problem is facing the patients who got full anesthesia and then they give up their body!

Still, I had my mission and so I could go back to life…

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